I'm Outside of Your Window!

With My Radio!!

All of my blog posts are probly going to involve lyrics from the songs I'm listening to at the moment because I woun't be able to think of anything better. So Alicia Chenaux of Ch'Know? blogged a post about Strawberry Singh's plurk about how every thursday we should do a blog post about something we love in SL or RL. It just makes everyones day better to realize that even thou alot of stuff does suck that there's still SOO many reasons to be happy!

SO My Happy Blog post for today will be about my SL Sissys

G and Liane are absoLUTEly AMAZING! They have brought life to my SL and without them I would probably be very very bored most of the time. I mean I would probably stay at home organzing my endless inventory.

I've always herd of people and their big SL families and I've always been jelous of them because I was basically alone in SL and every once in awhile go out with some people.

But then these two changed my world and now I basically can't ever get a moment to myself because they just WON'T allow it! And I LOVE it! My inventorys about to explode but I'd rather lose some stuff in my inventory then ever even THINK about losing these two.

As Days Go By, The Memories Remain....

I'll Wait for YOUUUU!!!!

That title doesn't really have much to do with what I'm talking about but it's the song I'm listening to that song at the moment so yea.
Anyway I've been friends with Gothic for....... Umm...... a Hella long time. And now we are a couple (This is a recent thing, he just officially asked me out a lil bit ago). I'm not so sure this is a good thing. I mean I love it, I really like him and we have lotsa fun together. But I think he's really starting to get pissed off that I don't spend enough time with just him. There are 4 basic things I do on SL.
1> Freebie Hunting
2> Spending time with my friends
3> Try to get hours at sn@tch
4> Do things for my store

And I spend most of my time with my sissys Liane and G. I Loves them LOTS and am usually very bored if they arn't on. But Yea, I ask Gothic to come hang with us and he doesnt talk much and whatnot. I'm gonna try to spend some more time with him but yea, I'm wondering if making this into a relationship instead of a friendship was such a good idea.

Maybe I should just TP to some place quiet and think

Hmmmm

Tottally don't know what to say but reading my sissy Lianes blog makes me want to blog some more too :) Even thou I have no idea what to say.
My SL in a nutshell right now, I have 2 wonderful sissys who make me laugh so damn hard I wanna fall out of my chair, I have a great BF, I'm a Co-Owner of Hooligan Streetwear which is pretty sweet and I still belive could be great if I would promote more, and I'm a sn@tch model which is awsome cuz I always spent so much moneybuying the clothes from there and now I get payd to wear them! WOO!
So last night I went to see the midnight showing of watchmen. It was pretty much amazing and I love it and me and my friend have developed loves for the inkface guy (don't rembmer his name just that it starts with an R) and The Blue guy who's name was John..... Or Dr.Manhatten..... whichever you perfer. We all kinda want him ;) LOL
Sothe movie had about 20 mins left in it, without spoiling too much, that inkface guy had just tried to tackle the other guy (won't say who) but missed and was flying towards the wall of TVs WHEN SUDDENLY! The screen went white! And poof! No more movie for me. It was like the epic battle of the movie, the one that would conclude everythign and suprize you don't get to see the end! F***!!!!!! But I got 2 free movie passes to go back so thats pretty sweet.

16 things about me

I saw this going around in blogs and decided it sounded like fun.

1. I dream of working on a movie set someday, not neccessarily as an actress, althou that would be awsome but just working on the set.

2. I sometimes think my dogs love me more then my friends.

3. I've only been truely, very drunk 3 times.

4. I have such a low self esteem that I feel bad that my friends have to look at me.

5. If I had the body I would be a stripper because they make great money.

6. I want to learn to walk in super high stillettos, but I'm afriad to break my ankel

7. I'm terrified of scorpians.

8. I'm afriad of leeches.

9. I went to the beach one time with my family and my brother had to tell me there was a big net tied from one end of the cliff to the other end of the cove we were in to get me to go out far because I'm afraid of sharks.

10. The first time I was sent to the principals office was in 1st grade, I mooned my class.

11. I'm having trouble thinking of 16 things to say.

12. I actually have been told by my mother that I'm a dissapointment

13. I've been to therapists and told I'm depressed, and I was supposed to be insittionalized but my parents wouldnt allow that, so I was supposed to be put on meds but they wouldnt do that either, so I was on suicide watch for a long time.

14. I don't think I'm good enough for anyone.

15. I'm obsessed with horror, supernatual things, and vampires.

16. I'm incapable of actually opening up to anyone.

Tooth

So awhile ago I had my wisdom teeth removed. Which resulted in never ending pain which got worse and worse and worse, until the dentist finnally realized months later that when I had my wisdom teeth removed they tweeked my other tooth and cut off blood to the nerve in my tooth. So the pain I was feeling was my tooth slowly dieing, which trust me, it hurts. So I had to have a root canal to clean out the nerve and stuff inside my tooth because there was no way to save it. Thank you wisdom teeth removal guy!
Anyway for the last 3 days up too my root canal I didn't sleep because it was too painful, I was litterally crying because it hurt so bad. I couldn't eat, or sleep, or talk. The day after thanksgiving, (yes the day AFTER, which means I didn't get my thanksgiving) I finally got my root canal, which was a pain in the ass, it didnt hurt when they were doing hurt but the mass amounts of meds I was on kicked my ass. I had a temporary filling put in because we couldn't afford to get the actual crown just yet.
Today I went in to get my crown started. I got my tooth chipped down and whatnot, I've got a temporary crown on and in two weeks I can go back and get the real one.
I feel awful right now thou, the nmbing stuff they give you has always kinda made me tired but today that, combined with the wierd casting chemicals, crown cement, and the mass amount of blood I swallowed I feel really sick.
Yuck.

We broke up

I was looking through my blog after I had just posted that 2009 post and realized I never said anything about what happened with Doc. Yea, we broke up. I had been wanting to break up for awhile but didn't have the heart to say anything. I had just kinda been avoiding him and finnally he said he felt we didnt spend enough time together and broke it off. Yep thats the story there.

2009

I'm going to blog more often I've decided. I don't know why, but it just sounds like a good way to pass the time.
Summing up this post:
For new years I had a RL party where a friend of mine who's never drank got wasted, it was entertaining.
SL: I'm now a sn@tch model. I'm amazingly excited. I need to go rack up hours thou, I've been bad about that already.
I've decided I want to do more outings on SL, or join and RP or something because it seems all I do is shop or organize inventory.
I also think it might be fun to find a SLBF. Althou I need to find one who's not all about sex because that doesnt interest me a all. The only reason I want a SLBF is to have someone to go to the romantic places of SL or to dance on the couples daceballs stuff like that. Sadly most SL Guys are all about the sex. lol