NUDE!!!

So I went to the beach today. I love the beach so I'm constantly searching for a good one. Yes theres lots of great beaches in SL but I also like to be around people and sadly I cant do both unless its a nude beach. So I simply go to the nude beaches in my swim suits. I've come to realize somthing, Men are much more comfortable being nude then the women of SL. I see TONS of men walking around nude and the majority of the women are all wearing swim suits.
Maybe its because we actually have modesty, but I just think its kinda funny.

Hammer Hunt

SO the mens gift hunt I've been organizing finnally has a set date! I'm so excited. I hope it goes good. If I had any skill in designing anything I would put out some kind of gift for it. Unfortunatly I dont. I finnally figured out how to take textures from SL to my computer so I've been playing with the AS skins. I made myself a neko skin which I actually kinda love. I'll post a pic once I take one. Who knows maybe Ill develop some skins and sell those. Oh and a fabulous pose shop is having a sale, now I normally don't buy poses cuz I usually don't have a need for them but I've been going crazy buying them. In fact, I'm out of money! haha. So I've decided to put some money into SL. Shame on me I know. Oh well. The lovely model in the hammer hunt pic is my friend staceluv. Woot!

I'm getting married

He's been proposing for awhile and I kept saying I'd think about it. So I finnally said yes.

We havent decided a date yet.

Blogger cut off my pictures

and I'm too lazy to go back and edit it to fix it right now. So just click it to see

Random Pictures

I had a battle of wits with the pelican out at surfline. I won!

Have you Seen this girl?

Me and Benny playing chess (He was winning but I came back and won in the end)

Sometimes you just need to curl up inside the arms of a bunny and be alone

Or you could go find a polar bear and cuddle with him

Gridwide Mens Hunt

I was out doing a gift hunt with Doc and felt bad that there are never any hunts for guys. SO! I am organizing one. Yep, thats right. I already have some designers that want to join..... and a few that won't but they explained to me why and its understandable.
They said how the last couple times thy did a hunt they got lots of complaints and got attacked by griefers and such. Thats just messed up. Why can't people just accept a gift?! It's nice of them to give them to us anyway!
Anyway, so yea, I'm excited. I've got SL ambition haha. Damn I need to get some of that in my RL.
Well who knows. Maybe if tis hunt goes well I'll do another.

Should I be Scared?

So Doc keeps asking me if I've thought about his proposal and I just keep saying I need more time. To be honest I dont think I really wanna be tied down in SL. I love flirting too much. Maybe eventually I could get over it but tonight he started talking about how it would be nice to meet me in Real life. I kinda blew it off and said "Yea, shame we live to far away" but he kept going on about how great it would be then he asked if we could meet in real life some day. I tryed to just kinda brush it off again and said "Yea. maybe" But now thatI think about it, he's gettin a little too into this. He even asked my Real name and if I talk about to SL to my RL friends. No, I don't, unless Ive got a really funny story.

SECOND LIFE STAYS IN SECONDLIFE
REAL LIFE STAYS IN REAL LIFE
THEY SHOULDNT MIX!

I'm wondering if I should end it with him. I really don't want to hurt him but its getting kinda creepy. Like I'll ask how was his day or what he did and all he will say was I sat around waiting an missing you, thats cute but not good for making conversation. Which we are not very good at together. I need someone I can talk horror movies, and books, and other things I love. Not just how great I am. I don't know what to do.

SL Marriage?

Yes my bf proposed to me.......I didnt really know what to say. I mean personally I always thought I'd end up with a vampire guy or possibly a neko..... perferably a vampire. Because then we'd have something in common. A strange love for vampires. And he.... he has a strange love for doctor who. I mean its cool and all. But I think that might be the only outfit he has in all his inventory. He is always Dr. Who.

I even took him to a freebie place and got him some at least decent skin but every time I see him he puts back on the old skin. I mean yea he's such a sweatheart but I can't see myself walking down the aisle with Dr.Who right now. Maybe after we've gotten to know eachother better. I feel like we haven't really talked that much. Advice? Anyone? I'm sure noone reads this but still. *sigh* Maybe I should go to a SL church. They will answer my questions.

I like Big Butts and I can not lie......

You other brothers can't deny!. . . Just kidding. I was just at a particualr store that I love to sit and watch the lucky chair at and I noticed that almost everyone in there had a huge butt. I mean one girl came in blinging with her belly button ring on top of her shirt.

She had TINY waist, Huge hips, Tiny boobs, and a Ginormous (yes thats a word) Butt. Whatever. I like my av and thats all that matters. . . . Actually it kinda sucks because I was a fairly short Av. not like a tiny but not a giant person. but my bf made me grow because the kiss attachement wouldnt work right with me so short, I would kiss like his chest or something.

Well I was too short to ride the ferris wheel at the Carnival of Doom....

Oh wait! I found one

I found a sad picture. I was going through my pictures because I really should delete alot of them and found one. Here we go!

I was waiting for a lucky chair in a gothic church to turn to my letter. It never did so I started to cry.

LAME

So I haven't been on the computer for....... like 5 days..... ok maybe 4. But still thats a long time for me. First thing I did was check the blogs I read, caught up. I opened a few links preparedto go to collect amazing freebies I missed like always. And SURPRIZE, SL's down. Well this sucks. Hopefully I can get on soon. I really wanna see my friends again and such. I was gonna put a picture in this blog.... but I can't find a sad one. I need to take more pictures lol.

Random

I was gonna get on SL but I have to leave pretty soon so I didnt want to bother when I'd have to be getting off right away. Anyway I tryed to build a skirt. Yeaaaa........ That didnt turn out to well. The flexi showed my ass, it didnt stay in place. BUT! I bet if I kept at it and practiced enough I could eventually get fairly good at it. Maybe I should start with something a bit simpler........ Like...... a shoe or something. They will be crappy shoes but still. Just gotta keep a positive attitude

So my birthdays coming up. Its gonna be a pretty big party surprizingly. Theres gonna be like 50 people packed into my house. Which is amazing.

I'm debating telling my SL friends so we can

maybe have a SL party lol. I doubt it thou. there would be like 4 people there. Liane, Van, Benny, and my hunny Doc.

Maybe I can get one of those cakes people pop out of and convince them each to do it one by one Haha that would be a good SL bday

Grid Down

Which is a shame because I got real inspiration to try and build too. I never bother to build because I know I suck at it but I REALLY wanted to try to make a skirt or possibly some shoes or belt. But surprize the grids down. Oh well. I guess I'll just hope I want to build again later when its back up. I think I'm gonna go eat some lunch.

So..... I guess I got a SL BF now.

My friend Conner would always tell me about this spaceship he had and would terrorize goreans with. He always said I should come see it, so last night I did. Well actually we were with his friend TheDoctor. We were on TheDoctors ship so we flew around and such, they took me to space (no not the popular space park thing a different space which was AMAZINGLY cool in my opinion better then the space park) And TheDoctor had to leave so me being friendly was all like "that sucks, We should hang out again" So he added me and took off.
Later today I logged onto SL to pick up a few freebies then I had to clean HARDCORE. But people started IMing me so I told them I was cleaning and would stay logged on but wouldnt be there most of the time. SO eventually he IMed me and tlaked and eventually he wanted to hangout I told him it would be pointless cuz I wasnt at my computer really. He said I would just have to stand there and look beautiful. I thought that was wierd but TPed anyway then continued to clean. I come back to a message asking me to go out with him. I didnt realy know what to say having met this guy once but he seemed like a nice guy so I said sure. He wanted to link the Partnership deal but I told him thats like SL marriage and we wern't that far yet.
So yea. SL BF. Let's see how this goes.

Fashion Mishaps

This has got to be the skinniest waist Ive seen in SL. Well..... maybe not but seriously, At least preportion your body better please.

Yes, this girl was walking around like that. Why? I don't know, but she was. Blogger may have cut this off so you may have to click it.

ON TO THE OIL! Quick somone give her a towel!

Boobs. Need I say more?

She was walking around in the biggest dress I'd ever seen and it was a demo.....

A man.......... In body oil............ Sexy?......... I think not.

Heath Ledger Memorial

My blog is about to go picture crazy because I have alot to share So here we go.

Like so many others I was sooooo sad when I found out Heath Ledger died. My friend texted me and told me and I refused to belive her. Then I saw it on the news *tear* I still can't belive it, He was one of my favorite actors (My all time fave is Robin Williams he's so funny)

I went the the Heath Ledger Memorial in Gotham City. They were giving out the Joker av for free. I picked it up but I dont knw when I'll ever wear it. But thats besides the point.

The memorial was pretty cool, they had a tent you could walk into and sit and all around you were different pictures of him.

I'm gonna miss that man.

New Blog

I had a blog once. Got bored with it. Decided I wanted to blod again. Couldnt rember the password I guess lol. So heres a new one. My name is Colorful Sinister. And this is my SecondLife.

This is going to be a pretty random blog, I dont really know why Ive decided to blog. I suppose it was Alicia Chenauxs fault. I read her blog and its always so funny and interesting.

To start out, Know this, I am a manager at the Fetish Fortress, and I have recently decided I need more friends because I basically wait for like 2 people to get online (used to be 3 but she quit sadly) and I want some friends to go exploring with.

SO I am IMing random people all the time now to just start talking to them. Its kinda fun. Sometimes it wierds them out thou and they run away.