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BBBC 2- 3 things

2010-06-14T12:17:00.000-07:00

The second topic for the BBBC is "SL Bloggers - Write about three positive things going on in your Second Life."

Well the first positive thing I'm going to write about isn't actually SL. Its something in my RL

1. Something thats really keeping me going in RL, which allows me to keep going in SL is the fact that my mom is finally seeking help, she's spend the past 2 weeks in a rehab center, a great one that I get to go visit whenever I want. I'm hoping and praying that she'll get better and I'll finally get my mom back.

2. I'm happy that I've got so many subscribers in the stores subscribomatic, granted I hardly ever send anything out because I hardly ever make new things anymore because I'm lazy but thats definatly something I'm working on. Sanura Snowpaw helps to motivate me at times to do something and I'm sure she could tell you that its not an easy task. Plus my sister Liane is offering to do the ads for my store since she's a fantastic photographer and I hate to do them anymore.

3. I can't belive how lucky I am to have such great family and friends on SL. Gothic, Hadda, G, Sanura, and of course Liane. They are my favorite people and its hard to imagine SL without them. When I first joined SL I had no intention of getting so close to people that I'd be willing to discuss my home life but Liane I've known for so long that I'm willing to talk to her about anything, she knows things about me that I even refuse to discuss with my RL friends. Shes the sister I've been lacking in my RL and I'd be crushed if we ever split.

This picture really doesn't have anything to do with my writing but I didn't want this post to be pictureless :D

BBBC 1

2010-06-13T14:30:00.000-07:00

The Big Bad Blogger Challenge is something I've been reading about in other peoples blogs for the past couple years. This year I think I'll try it! Basically I have to post at least once each day for the next week.
Alicia Chenaux of the Ch'know? Blog is offering us people like me who don't blog because I have nothing good to say topics for each day to help us along! Thanks so much for that Alicia!

Today's Topic: Why did you become a blogger? How has it enriched your life?

Well I've always had a passion for writing in real life, not so much writing about me but I like to write short stories and poems and whatnot, but I've really lost my flair for that too recently. But back when I first joined SL and discovered all the blogs about it, I would read them and think how much fun it must be to do that. That's why I created my blog, its a shame I haven't kept up with it hardly at all.
I'm not entirely sure it has enriched my life so far since I haven't blogged as much as I should. Maybe by the end of this week I will be able to declare that its enriched my life.

Gonna try

2010-02-03T10:30:00.001-08:00

I'm gonna try to start posting in this more often. Either in this or the Totally Random blog. I'd really like to do more for that one. And I wanna get into plurk a lil more..... and I joined that Avatars United site.... havent done much with that yet.... and I wanna learn to DJ...... AND I wanna possibly get into a modeling agency...... It'd be kinda cool to start an agency and promote....... Damn.... I got quiet a few SL ambitions. Plus I still have my store that I need to do more for. I should really work harder in SL haha

F MY LIFE 2

2009-11-23T22:08:00.000-08:00

I just remembered I never did the other F my life post, so here it is!

In between my classes I usually drive home because I have over an hour to kill so I drive home and eat. The other day I decided to go get some food and sit in my car and study for the test I had in the next class. I parked in the farthest possible place I could because there was noone there and that way I could eat without people walking by my car every 5 secs. I had the radio on.... The battery decided to kick it. I was trapped at the school after my test until one of my friends was nice enough to drive me home. NEXT DAY! I hadn't gone to get my car until the next morning for reasons undiscussable, but we went and jumped my car, I was late to my class because my Ma takes a million years to put on a hat and some shoes to take me to jump my car. Anyway after my class guess what? My car overheats!! I was stuck at the target thats near my school for about an hour and a half waiting for my car to cool down. TWO DAYS LATER! Battery dies again at work, stuck at work waiting for someone to come jump me. Why oh why does my car hate me??

Anyway thats my FML post today

Twilight

2009-11-19T20:56:00.000-08:00

So I know that a bunch of my friends in RL and a bunch of my friends on SL are all fighting to get into the new moon premier tonight. I thought about going because I do want to see it however I didn't want to deal with teh screaming fangirls tonight. I'm just going tommorow during the day. So in the spirit of the new moon craze right now I was running around dressed at Victora, aka the evil female vampire in twilight. I thought I looked pretty damn good. Also I had to share this vid I found on youtube. I thought this was freakin amazing and I'm considering downloading it on itunes because those people are actually amazing singers if you ask me haha. Anyway here it is.

Love Thursday!

2009-11-19T15:49:00.000-08:00

I haven't done one of these for awhile... but I haven't even blogged for awhile so time to start again! This thursday I love....

FLASHMOBS!

For those who don't know what a flashmob is.... Well its basically a bunch of people that will gather do some random action and then quickly disperse. There are flashmobs all over the world. I'm part of the one here in AZ. I've only been to one of the events so far but I can't wait for the next. One of the ones they did was they all went to the busy mall by the college here with big shopping bags and were all just acting like normal shoppers. Then a whistle was blown and out came pillows from teh shopping bags and they had a big pillow fight until the wistle was blown again and everyone took off running. The pillow fight was even being broken up by the security guard.

Not sure if you can view this but here the link to the vid.
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=14260131455#/video/video.php?v=74772016825&ref=share

The flashmob that I went to was the Epic Superhero Battle 2009. Of course being me I was a villan :P
We went to the scottsdale mall and met on a streetcorner and had a huge battle between superheros and villans. I declare the villans winners because the superheros stoped when me and my fellow villans were running around causing mischief. Heres a pic of the villans on the opposite corner of the heros taunting them from afar waiting for the crosswalk to turn before we could attack haha. Yes even villas obey traffic laws!

Yes I am in this picture for those that are curious to see the RL me. I won't tell you which I am thou MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

F MY LIFE!

2009-11-18T15:00:00.000-08:00

I love that fmylife website, its so funny. And I'd always wanted to put on my own FML post on the site but never thought I had anything worth it. But today I realized I have two situations I could put on there. Care to hear them?
First happened a couple days ago, I was watching t.v. with my parents and my dad decided he wanted ice cream, of course theres none in the house so I had to run to the store to get some. He demanded the best Vanilla out there.... which I have no idea what is. I went to wallmart and was standing there starting at the ice cream for at least 10 mins trying to find the best vanilla. People walking by kept watching me stare at the ice cream, now I'm a big person and paranoid so I immediatly was highly unconfortable thinking they were all judging me. Finnally I grabbed some blue bunny in vanilla and cookie dough cuz they wanted both. As I went up to pay the guy ringing me up started makin comments about how its the best ice cream. Thinking he was just being friendly I told him how my dad was demanding the best. He followed up with how its the best choice for me to get because of the containers, because it will be easy to sit on the couch with and just eat in front of the TV.

He thought I was gonna sit at home alone eating ice cream out of the container. Am I that sad? FML, and F YOU WALLMART EMPLOYEE!

I'll do the other FML post later. Gotta eat before work.

Made a new friend tonight!

2009-11-12T22:47:00.000-08:00

This is me and my new friend since none of my crazy friends were online I had to go make new ones. This one liked to tell me stories, this ones about his math teacher! Evil Clown: A math teacher had a bird, and he trained it to talk.

Evil Clown: One day it escaped, and he yelled out the window,

Evil Clown: "Polly gone! Polly gone!"

I think this is it!

2009-11-12T22:20:00.000-08:00

I think I may be finally done with moving. I've lived in.... 1..3...7 different locations in SL. I only payed for the last 3 :P
As much as I LOVED having a 1/4 of a sim. Paying $6,500L a week is quiet extreme. So now I've dumped that and moved to a little skybox over some family land. They are allowing me 400 prims (which I'm almost positive I've gone over) and Ill pay then $300L a month. A MONTH! God its good to have SL family haha. Even if I don't get to see them very often.

Now my home is not as epic as most peoples in SL. But I think its perfect. City view, a nice little sitting area, a place for my studio and desk, and of course since I AM neko, random food scattered and a cat tree. Can't pass up on the giant food. Who could!

The Bitch is Back!

2009-11-02T15:32:00.000-08:00

During the halloween season in RL I work at a haunted house, plus I have about 20 credit hours of school, plus another job. SO needless to say I haven't been on SL much for the past month. But now that the halloween season is over I am back! Can't wait to start hanging out with my fam, friends, and partner again. I havent gotten to see any of them for the past month which in SL time is like a year. Time to resume our shinanigans!

Forced to move :\

2009-09-13T22:28:00.000-07:00

I put alot of hard work into the land that we had. I shapped the land, I perfectly positioned trees, waterfall, flowers, other features and the land was PERFECT. There was like one thing I had left to do but no. About a week after I decided it was finally perfect I got a message from the sim owner lling me he was selling the sim and we would have to move to a new lot on one of his other sims :(
I was so sad. It seems kinda silly to be that upset over something on SL but I really almost wanted to cry because I loved that lot, the 1/4 of sim on a corner lot, perfectly square, and the sim was named Treasure Isle which I LOVED because I'm a pirate freak.
But we had to leave.... to a new wierdly long but not very wide, rectangular, not awsomly named sim where from what I'm seeing from the balcony (I havent actually looked around the sim yet) it seems this sim is full of shops. Which to be honest I would have rather taken the nude beach we had next door then these stores.
I'm sure I'll be ok with it in th end but it just sucks right now. Its an ugly lot too. The only reason I'm not saying F*** YOU to the sim owner and just leaving his lots forever is because he gave us $500L off our weekly tier for the same prims we had at the old lot.
It will be ok in the end.... I suppose.

Within You....

2009-06-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

So I've been Labyrith obsessed lately and have been watching the songs on youtube, had to download the soundtrack on itunes, and forced my friends to watch it tonight with me. I think this is the best song in the movie, even thou David Bowie is way old I think this song is hot. Don't judge me!

Here's the lyrics! I know you can understand them pretty much perfectly but I just wanted to emphasize the hotness (I put */s next to the phrases that I realy really love ^.^

How you turned my world, you precious thing*
You starve and near exhaust me
Everything Ive done, Ive done for you
I move the stars for no one*

Youve run so long
Youve run so far

Your eyes can be so cruel*
Just as I can be so cruel****
Though I do believe in you

Yes I do

Live without the sunlight
Love without your heartbeat*
I, I cant live within you

Today is my RL B-Day!

2009-05-30T15:27:00.000-07:00

Everyone always gets so excited over B-days but this years has kinda bown for me. It's all RL crap, I LOOVVVVEEEE My SL buds they make me smile no matter what shit is happening, but I've been dealing with difficult people for the past week and have even cancled parts of stuff I had planned for my B-day so that they could come, but they stil might not even show up to the small thing I am having >:|
I need better RL friends and thats a fact.

On a lighter note! I've been playing with pictures lately, I've been using Lianes studio to take the shots then I edit them in PS. Liane is opening a photography studio so IM me so I can get you to her to get this set up! She does amazing work!

But heres some of the pictures I've done.

This is Kasia Constantine, she was willing to pose for me when I wanted to do pictures based on the 7 deadly sins, this is wrath, I haven't done the others yet.

The last ones are all of me, I took a bunch of pics of me in poses to play with when I'm bored. So yea, I'll be leaving you all now, My bro just came home from flagstaff so we are gonna play video games

TOTALLY RANDOM!

2009-05-27T14:21:00.001-07:00

So me and my friend Sanura (who is the owner of that AMAZING store *Dreams* by the way) Have decided to start a blog called Totally RANDOM! It's going to be amazing, I'm so excited. We are going to review crap, make random lists, do interviews with completly random people, some not so completly random such as if we do a designer or something. Eventually we might start publishing some of it into a SL Magazine which I have no idea how it will be distributed but it will be entertaining for me so I'm happy :)

ARSON!

2009-05-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

Guess what happened to me today?? So I'm a cashier at the Ross near my house, part time because I'm a student, BUT I was just up at the register..... minding my own bussiness, when SUDDENLY!!
Tere, one of the women who runs the fitting room comes powerwalking towards me.... morso towards the exit, yelling "CALL MONICA CALL MONCIA!" (Monicas a store manager, she was the one who was there today) And in her hand is a box of some of those scented oils people put in their houses and its smoking like MAD. Another guy comes up shortly after her with a baby blanket what is also smoldering. A woman was in teh back of the store setting shit on fire!!! She was buring our merchendise in hopes to set off the fire alarm so that she could run out the door with a cart full of junk.

WOW

Well sucks for her because one of my co-workers knew exactly who she was because she used to work with her at another store, AND We have video tape dumb girl! She didn't even get her merch she was trying to steal because of our good customers stopping her. Cops were called, who came ang go the info and also a forensics team came and took fingure prints off the box and stuff she burned. So shes gonna be going to jail fairly soon. Hope it was worth it girl!!

Razzle Dazzle Em!

2009-05-06T13:29:00.000-07:00

And they'll make u a STARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (<- held on forever)

ANYWAY
So we have recently moved into a new home, which is amazing by the way. We got a 1/4th of a sim so we could put down our castle. And I have a story about this too which I will post later cuz I wanna take a picture for that post. I just have to get on to take the picture. BUT I HAVE OTHER PICTURES!
So because we have a new home we also have alot of land on this one so me and liane ran around yesterday looking for trees. We found some amazing trees... which I later discovered that the slut has too.... *grumbles* BUT I'm NOT going to let this bother me! Because They are nice trees and wern't cheap! But anyway on our search for trees we decided we saw a pink tree with some sit poses and I was like "Hey! That one store with the amazing spiderweb swing had pink trees with sit poses!" So when we went there liane spotted an ice cream sundae So we had to play on it. It was awsome. And I'm sure it will end up on our land next to our bowl of cereal also. And we also went to another store to look for grass and out of NOWHERE I get asked out!

Well normally I'm not that into bunnies but U know this ones pretty cute..... Shhh! Don't tell Gothic!

So check it!

2009-04-09T14:33:00.000-07:00

I was in between classes earlier and had to type something up for my upcoming class, I had written a rough draft on teh com but I guess I didn't save it but I was searching through my documents folder anyway. But I found out that some of my SL photos from ages ago were saved in there! Omg! Memories!!

This is my RL friend Jayme, I don't rembmer her AVs name, Me in the back, and Mr.Blonde. We were at the Devils Labaryth. If you haven't been there you should go its awsome.

This is Gracie,Sasara (I hope thats how its spelled), Me, and Mr.Blonde again. See back in the day, when I played on my AdaLore Ares account, I had a small circle of friends. It was us 4, plus.... I belive it was at least 2 or 3 other guys. We all met..... well most of us met at a newbie welcome center. We always went to hang there because it was always full of people. We were a crazy bunch and we had alot of fun and everytime we went somewhere we would cause such a commotion that more people would join in and join in our circle of friends. I had even started a group for us all to get together easier but that groups now a club announcment group basically. Uh good times. I miss some of those people.

Now this pictures amazing. Me and some of the girls in the group were talking about clothes or something and a bunch of the guys were complaining (this was in a club by the way) So we decided to give them a fashion show. We showed them a couple outfits and when we went behind a wall to change we came back out and all the guys had stripped down to thongs and were dancing! Omg! lol It was funny.

These last two pics are just pics of me as AdaLore when me and some of the group went surfing. I just thought they were neat lol. I think I'm gonna golog on as AdaLore now for awhile :)

I went the party

2009-04-08T15:52:00.000-07:00

The girl who gave me the compliment, IM's me all the time and the other day sh was kind enough to let me invade her party space with her friends. I didn't chat much cuz I was trying to sort through some things but they were awsome people. And honstly some of the best DJs I've herd in SL. I'll try to edit this post later and put in a SLURL for the place but I'm not gonna log into world right now cuz I hate to go to RL work in.... about a half hour..... I should probably go eat. But yea I went to their party and she and one of her friends were wearing HOOLIGAN outfits and they were all like amazed to be in my presence hahaha. It made me feel pretty awsome I must say. I've always felt that way about designers, if I saw them at the store or at a club I'd feel too shy to go talk to them or enter the store while they were there. Yea, thats just me. I need to get my shit together and put out some new stuff for the store thou.

I got a compliment :)

2009-04-06T14:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday when I was online I got a random IM from a girl... whos name escapes me at this moment I'm certain it started with and A..... I think. But shes on my friends list now so Ill be able to find her but ANYWAY.

I got the random IM from her saying how much she loved my outfit in the Bunny Hop gift. I was so thrilled to hear this, I always basically thought the stuff I made generally sucked. Althou I will admit the outfit I put in there probably is one of our best outfits right now. I really need to make some ads for this new stuff I've made soe we can put it up for sale.

So yea I got to talking with her shes a great girl, she told me how when she does these hunts she ends up deleting most everything which most of us do because alot of people don't put out very good stuff so when she does find something great she makes sure to thank the designer. I think thats a wonderful idea. It certainly made my day and I'm sure other designers would LOVE to get compliments on their work.

More people should do this. I'm going to start too. If I ever actually go through my hunt gifts. I still have massive folders filled with globes and kisses. And those twisted giftboxes are still hogging up inventory space.

But yea, the picture is the outfit I put in the hunt, its called God Save the Queen. Yep. Thats it. Lol, now I'm gonna go search for a new layout for my blog cuz I hate this one, I want something with more personality

Dimond Dogs

2009-04-06T14:15:00.000-07:00

March 31st was the Sn@tch fashion show, Dimond Dogs. I was not in it because I have a class tuesday nights. But I did bring my laptop to class to watch my sissy. Liane was in the show and she was great. The show in general was amazing. Hopefully I can be in the next one. The only problem was that the sim crashed due to the mass amounts of people. Sucks for everyone else but kinda rocked for me because right as it crashed I had to close my laptop due to a sudden quiz, then once I got back on the show was just about to start. SO yea, sucks for everyone else, helped me out to not miss anything :)

And I certainly didn't. And since I'm an awful blogger I didn't bother to write down the outfits and whatnot people were wearing. I should know them anyway because I too am a Sn@tch model but I'd hate to spell something wrong and get my ass kicked for it.

But you can't hate me too much for not writing down every little detail about stuff considering I was in class and trying to take notes while watching the show.

Not an easy task I must say. That and all my friends around me are talking to me, asking what the hell I was watching/playing and whatnot.

Maybe some day Ill be able to convince some of them to play with me.

The show ended of course HeZ blowing up the venue, pieces of brick walls flew at all of us and there was fire everywhere. And just when you think there couldn't be anymore chaos, Ivey herself floats down from the heavens to bring light ot the darkness.

Awsome show

>:|

2009-04-03T08:41:00.000-07:00

Last night I went to sleep at.... about 12:30, and I woke up at 5:30am cuz I belived I had to be to work at 7Am. BULLCRAP. I went to work and apparently I don't have to be there till 11. I tottally could have slept in but Nuuuuuu. Now Im sleepy sleepy sleepy.

SO Yesterday was thursday

2009-04-03T08:35:00.001-07:00

and I was supposed to post another love thursday post but I was busy..... not really. But I forgot. But Ill post one today!!! So I LOOVVVVEEEEEE

Supernatural!!

Jared Padalecki-HOT

Jensen Ackles- HAWT

Brothers hunting demons and other evil things- AMAZING

I can't describe my love for this show! Im obsessed with it. I watch it every thursday and will alot of the time put off plans in order to watch it. THURSDAY IS SUPERNATURAL NIGHT BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE!!

I'm Outside of Your Window!

2009-03-12T13:42:00.000-07:00

With My Radio!!

All of my blog posts are probly going to involve lyrics from the songs I'm listening to at the moment because I woun't be able to think of anything better. So Alicia Chenaux of Ch'Know? blogged a post about Strawberry Singh's plurk about how every thursday we should do a blog post about something we love in SL or RL. It just makes everyones day better to realize that even thou alot of stuff does suck that there's still SOO many reasons to be happy!

SO My Happy Blog post for today will be about my SL Sissys

G and Liane are absoLUTEly AMAZING! They have brought life to my SL and without them I would probably be very very bored most of the time. I mean I would probably stay at home organzing my endless inventory.

I've always herd of people and their big SL families and I've always been jelous of them because I was basically alone in SL and every once in awhile go out with some people.

But then these two changed my world and now I basically can't ever get a moment to myself because they just WON'T allow it! And I LOVE it! My inventorys about to explode but I'd rather lose some stuff in my inventory then ever even THINK about losing these two.

As Days Go By, The Memories Remain....

2009-03-09T16:07:00.000-07:00

I'll Wait for YOUUUU!!!!

That title doesn't really have much to do with what I'm talking about but it's the song I'm listening to that song at the moment so yea.
Anyway I've been friends with Gothic for....... Umm...... a Hella long time. And now we are a couple (This is a recent thing, he just officially asked me out a lil bit ago). I'm not so sure this is a good thing. I mean I love it, I really like him and we have lotsa fun together. But I think he's really starting to get pissed off that I don't spend enough time with just him. There are 4 basic things I do on SL.
1> Freebie Hunting
2> Spending time with my friends
3> Try to get hours at sn@tch
4> Do things for my store

And I spend most of my time with my sissys Liane and G. I Loves them LOTS and am usually very bored if they arn't on. But Yea, I ask Gothic to come hang with us and he doesnt talk much and whatnot. I'm gonna try to spend some more time with him but yea, I'm wondering if making this into a relationship instead of a friendship was such a good idea.

Maybe I should just TP to some place quiet and think

Hmmmm

2009-03-06T14:25:00.000-08:00

Tottally don't know what to say but reading my sissy Lianes blog makes me want to blog some more too :) Even thou I have no idea what to say.
My SL in a nutshell right now, I have 2 wonderful sissys who make me laugh so damn hard I wanna fall out of my chair, I have a great BF, I'm a Co-Owner of Hooligan Streetwear which is pretty sweet and I still belive could be great if I would promote more, and I'm a sn@tch model which is awsome cuz I always spent so much moneybuying the clothes from there and now I get payd to wear them! WOO!
So last night I went to see the midnight showing of watchmen. It was pretty much amazing and I love it and me and my friend have developed loves for the inkface guy (don't rembmer his name just that it starts with an R) and The Blue guy who's name was John..... Or Dr.Manhatten..... whichever you perfer. We all kinda want him ;) LOL
Sothe movie had about 20 mins left in it, without spoiling too much, that inkface guy had just tried to tackle the other guy (won't say who) but missed and was flying towards the wall of TVs WHEN SUDDENLY! The screen went white! And poof! No more movie for me. It was like the epic battle of the movie, the one that would conclude everythign and suprize you don't get to see the end! F***!!!!!! But I got 2 free movie passes to go back so thats pretty sweet.

16 things about me

2009-01-14T21:11:00.000-08:00

I saw this going around in blogs and decided it sounded like fun.

1. I dream of working on a movie set someday, not neccessarily as an actress, althou that would be awsome but just working on the set.

2. I sometimes think my dogs love me more then my friends.

3. I've only been truely, very drunk 3 times.

4. I have such a low self esteem that I feel bad that my friends have to look at me.

5. If I had the body I would be a stripper because they make great money.

6. I want to learn to walk in super high stillettos, but I'm afriad to break my ankel

7. I'm terrified of scorpians.

8. I'm afriad of leeches.

9. I went to the beach one time with my family and my brother had to tell me there was a big net tied from one end of the cliff to the other end of the cove we were in to get me to go out far because I'm afraid of sharks.

10. The first time I was sent to the principals office was in 1st grade, I mooned my class.

11. I'm having trouble thinking of 16 things to say.

12. I actually have been told by my mother that I'm a dissapointment

13. I've been to therapists and told I'm depressed, and I was supposed to be insittionalized but my parents wouldnt allow that, so I was supposed to be put on meds but they wouldnt do that either, so I was on suicide watch for a long time.

14. I don't think I'm good enough for anyone.

15. I'm obsessed with horror, supernatual things, and vampires.

16. I'm incapable of actually opening up to anyone.

Tooth

2009-01-13T16:29:00.001-08:00

So awhile ago I had my wisdom teeth removed. Which resulted in never ending pain which got worse and worse and worse, until the dentist finnally realized months later that when I had my wisdom teeth removed they tweeked my other tooth and cut off blood to the nerve in my tooth. So the pain I was feeling was my tooth slowly dieing, which trust me, it hurts. So I had to have a root canal to clean out the nerve and stuff inside my tooth because there was no way to save it. Thank you wisdom teeth removal guy!
Anyway for the last 3 days up too my root canal I didn't sleep because it was too painful, I was litterally crying because it hurt so bad. I couldn't eat, or sleep, or talk. The day after thanksgiving, (yes the day AFTER, which means I didn't get my thanksgiving) I finally got my root canal, which was a pain in the ass, it didnt hurt when they were doing hurt but the mass amounts of meds I was on kicked my ass. I had a temporary filling put in because we couldn't afford to get the actual crown just yet.
Today I went in to get my crown started. I got my tooth chipped down and whatnot, I've got a temporary crown on and in two weeks I can go back and get the real one.
I feel awful right now thou, the nmbing stuff they give you has always kinda made me tired but today that, combined with the wierd casting chemicals, crown cement, and the mass amount of blood I swallowed I feel really sick.
Yuck.

We broke up

2009-01-11T19:27:00.000-08:00

I was looking through my blog after I had just posted that 2009 post and realized I never said anything about what happened with Doc. Yea, we broke up. I had been wanting to break up for awhile but didn't have the heart to say anything. I had just kinda been avoiding him and finnally he said he felt we didnt spend enough time together and broke it off. Yep thats the story there.

2009

2009-01-11T19:20:00.000-08:00

I'm going to blog more often I've decided. I don't know why, but it just sounds like a good way to pass the time.
Summing up this post:
For new years I had a RL party where a friend of mine who's never drank got wasted, it was entertaining.
SL: I'm now a sn@tch model. I'm amazingly excited. I need to go rack up hours thou, I've been bad about that already.
I've decided I want to do more outings on SL, or join and RP or something because it seems all I do is shop or organize inventory.
I also think it might be fun to find a SLBF. Althou I need to find one who's not all about sex because that doesnt interest me a all. The only reason I want a SLBF is to have someone to go to the romantic places of SL or to dance on the couples daceballs stuff like that. Sadly most SL Guys are all about the sex. lol

NUDE!!!

2008-07-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

So I went to the beach today. I love the beach so I'm constantly searching for a good one. Yes theres lots of great beaches in SL but I also like to be around people and sadly I cant do both unless its a nude beach. So I simply go to the nude beaches in my swim suits. I've come to realize somthing, Men are much more comfortable being nude then the women of SL. I see TONS of men walking around nude and the majority of the women are all wearing swim suits.
Maybe its because we actually have modesty, but I just think its kinda funny.

Hammer Hunt

2008-06-20T19:27:00.000-07:00

SO the mens gift hunt I've been organizing finnally has a set date! I'm so excited. I hope it goes good. If I had any skill in designing anything I would put out some kind of gift for it. Unfortunatly I dont. I finnally figured out how to take textures from SL to my computer so I've been playing with the AS skins. I made myself a neko skin which I actually kinda love. I'll post a pic once I take one. Who knows maybe Ill develop some skins and sell those. Oh and a fabulous pose shop is having a sale, now I normally don't buy poses cuz I usually don't have a need for them but I've been going crazy buying them. In fact, I'm out of money! haha. So I've decided to put some money into SL. Shame on me I know. Oh well. The lovely model in the hammer hunt pic is my friend staceluv. Woot!

I'm getting married

2008-06-20T19:24:00.000-07:00

He's been proposing for awhile and I kept saying I'd think about it. So I finnally said yes.

We havent decided a date yet.

Blogger cut off my pictures

2008-06-11T14:43:00.000-07:00

and I'm too lazy to go back and edit it to fix it right now. So just click it to see

Random Pictures

2008-06-11T14:13:00.000-07:00

I had a battle of wits with the pelican out at surfline. I won!

Have you Seen this girl?

Me and Benny playing chess (He was winning but I came back and won in the end)

Sometimes you just need to curl up inside the arms of a bunny and be alone

Or you could go find a polar bear and cuddle with him

Gridwide Mens Hunt

2008-06-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

I was out doing a gift hunt with Doc and felt bad that there are never any hunts for guys. SO! I am organizing one. Yep, thats right. I already have some designers that want to join..... and a few that won't but they explained to me why and its understandable.
They said how the last couple times thy did a hunt they got lots of complaints and got attacked by griefers and such. Thats just messed up. Why can't people just accept a gift?! It's nice of them to give them to us anyway!
Anyway, so yea, I'm excited. I've got SL ambition haha. Damn I need to get some of that in my RL.
Well who knows. Maybe if tis hunt goes well I'll do another.

Should I be Scared?

2008-06-07T00:20:00.000-07:00

So Doc keeps asking me if I've thought about his proposal and I just keep saying I need more time. To be honest I dont think I really wanna be tied down in SL. I love flirting too much. Maybe eventually I could get over it but tonight he started talking about how it would be nice to meet me in Real life. I kinda blew it off and said "Yea, shame we live to far away" but he kept going on about how great it would be then he asked if we could meet in real life some day. I tryed to just kinda brush it off again and said "Yea. maybe" But now thatI think about it, he's gettin a little too into this. He even asked my Real name and if I talk about to SL to my RL friends. No, I don't, unless Ive got a really funny story.

SECOND LIFE STAYS IN SECONDLIFE
REAL LIFE STAYS IN REAL LIFE
THEY SHOULDNT MIX!

I'm wondering if I should end it with him. I really don't want to hurt him but its getting kinda creepy. Like I'll ask how was his day or what he did and all he will say was I sat around waiting an missing you, thats cute but not good for making conversation. Which we are not very good at together. I need someone I can talk horror movies, and books, and other things I love. Not just how great I am. I don't know what to do.

SL Marriage?

2008-06-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

Yes my bf proposed to me.......I didnt really know what to say. I mean personally I always thought I'd end up with a vampire guy or possibly a neko..... perferably a vampire. Because then we'd have something in common. A strange love for vampires. And he.... he has a strange love for doctor who. I mean its cool and all. But I think that might be the only outfit he has in all his inventory. He is always Dr. Who.

I even took him to a freebie place and got him some at least decent skin but every time I see him he puts back on the old skin. I mean yea he's such a sweatheart but I can't see myself walking down the aisle with Dr.Who right now. Maybe after we've gotten to know eachother better. I feel like we haven't really talked that much. Advice? Anyone? I'm sure noone reads this but still. *sigh* Maybe I should go to a SL church. They will answer my questions.

I like Big Butts and I can not lie......

2008-06-04T22:56:00.000-07:00

You other brothers can't deny!. . . Just kidding. I was just at a particualr store that I love to sit and watch the lucky chair at and I noticed that almost everyone in there had a huge butt. I mean one girl came in blinging with her belly button ring on top of her shirt.

She had TINY waist, Huge hips, Tiny boobs, and a Ginormous (yes thats a word) Butt. Whatever. I like my av and thats all that matters. . . . Actually it kinda sucks because I was a fairly short Av. not like a tiny but not a giant person. but my bf made me grow because the kiss attachement wouldnt work right with me so short, I would kiss like his chest or something.

Well I was too short to ride the ferris wheel at the Carnival of Doom....

Oh wait! I found one

2008-06-01T12:20:00.000-07:00

I found a sad picture. I was going through my pictures because I really should delete alot of them and found one. Here we go!

I was waiting for a lucky chair in a gothic church to turn to my letter. It never did so I started to cry.

LAME

2008-06-01T12:12:00.000-07:00

So I haven't been on the computer for....... like 5 days..... ok maybe 4. But still thats a long time for me. First thing I did was check the blogs I read, caught up. I opened a few links preparedto go to collect amazing freebies I missed like always. And SURPRIZE, SL's down. Well this sucks. Hopefully I can get on soon. I really wanna see my friends again and such. I was gonna put a picture in this blog.... but I can't find a sad one. I need to take more pictures lol.

Random

2008-05-27T15:12:00.000-07:00

I was gonna get on SL but I have to leave pretty soon so I didnt want to bother when I'd have to be getting off right away. Anyway I tryed to build a skirt. Yeaaaa........ That didnt turn out to well. The flexi showed my ass, it didnt stay in place. BUT! I bet if I kept at it and practiced enough I could eventually get fairly good at it. Maybe I should start with something a bit simpler........ Like...... a shoe or something. They will be crappy shoes but still. Just gotta keep a positive attitude

So my birthdays coming up. Its gonna be a pretty big party surprizingly. Theres gonna be like 50 people packed into my house. Which is amazing.

I'm debating telling my SL friends so we can

maybe have a SL party lol. I doubt it thou. there would be like 4 people there. Liane, Van, Benny, and my hunny Doc.

Maybe I can get one of those cakes people pop out of and convince them each to do it one by one Haha that would be a good SL bday

Grid Down

2008-05-22T12:34:00.000-07:00

Which is a shame because I got real inspiration to try and build too. I never bother to build because I know I suck at it but I REALLY wanted to try to make a skirt or possibly some shoes or belt. But surprize the grids down. Oh well. I guess I'll just hope I want to build again later when its back up. I think I'm gonna go eat some lunch.

So..... I guess I got a SL BF now.

2008-05-20T19:21:00.000-07:00

My friend Conner would always tell me about this spaceship he had and would terrorize goreans with. He always said I should come see it, so last night I did. Well actually we were with his friend TheDoctor. We were on TheDoctors ship so we flew around and such, they took me to space (no not the popular space park thing a different space which was AMAZINGLY cool in my opinion better then the space park) And TheDoctor had to leave so me being friendly was all like "that sucks, We should hang out again" So he added me and took off.
Later today I logged onto SL to pick up a few freebies then I had to clean HARDCORE. But people started IMing me so I told them I was cleaning and would stay logged on but wouldnt be there most of the time. SO eventually he IMed me and tlaked and eventually he wanted to hangout I told him it would be pointless cuz I wasnt at my computer really. He said I would just have to stand there and look beautiful. I thought that was wierd but TPed anyway then continued to clean. I come back to a message asking me to go out with him. I didnt realy know what to say having met this guy once but he seemed like a nice guy so I said sure. He wanted to link the Partnership deal but I told him thats like SL marriage and we wern't that far yet.
So yea. SL BF. Let's see how this goes.

Fashion Mishaps

2008-05-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

This has got to be the skinniest waist Ive seen in SL. Well..... maybe not but seriously, At least preportion your body better please.

Yes, this girl was walking around like that. Why? I don't know, but she was. Blogger may have cut this off so you may have to click it.

ON TO THE OIL! Quick somone give her a towel!

Boobs. Need I say more?

She was walking around in the biggest dress I'd ever seen and it was a demo.....

A man.......... In body oil............ Sexy?......... I think not.

Heath Ledger Memorial

2008-05-17T17:45:00.000-07:00

My blog is about to go picture crazy because I have alot to share So here we go.

Like so many others I was sooooo sad when I found out Heath Ledger died. My friend texted me and told me and I refused to belive her. Then I saw it on the news *tear* I still can't belive it, He was one of my favorite actors (My all time fave is Robin Williams he's so funny)

I went the the Heath Ledger Memorial in Gotham City. They were giving out the Joker av for free. I picked it up but I dont knw when I'll ever wear it. But thats besides the point.

The memorial was pretty cool, they had a tent you could walk into and sit and all around you were different pictures of him.

I'm gonna miss that man.

New Blog

2008-05-12T18:20:00.001-07:00

I had a blog once. Got bored with it. Decided I wanted to blod again. Couldnt rember the password I guess lol. So heres a new one. My name is Colorful Sinister. And this is my SecondLife.

This is going to be a pretty random blog, I dont really know why Ive decided to blog. I suppose it was Alicia Chenauxs fault. I read her blog and its always so funny and interesting.

To start out, Know this, I am a manager at the Fetish Fortress, and I have recently decided I need more friends because I basically wait for like 2 people to get online (used to be 3 but she quit sadly) and I want some friends to go exploring with.

SO I am IMing random people all the time now to just start talking to them. Its kinda fun. Sometimes it wierds them out thou and they run away.